Current mood:

thoughtful

I'm back...again
So, I got back from Lake Cumberland where i spent this past week. It was VERRY sunny, but SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excrutiatingly hot. But oh well, it was very enjoyable nonetheless.


I REALLLLLY miss people! SUCH AS: Ami, Ronald, and Collin!!! So...let's hang out, PLEASE! I love you guys very much and I'm getting pretty bummed as I look back on a lot of this summer and realize i have NOT had as much of you guys as i need. So yeah, let's make it soon. How bout it?

Moving on, my move in date is 3 weeks from today. I will be doing some massive shopping after church and getting ready for school. Man...it seems unreal, but i'm about to be out...on my own for 9 months. I'm slowing transitioning into the completely "EXCITED" phase, rather than the "excited/nervous" stage. But there are definitely some nerves. I mean, I'm not gonna have my mommy around anymore to take care of me. When I'm feeling a little under the weather, im gonna have to give myself the medicine and all that jazz. Kinda scary. I know it's scary for her too. It's just that my mom and I have become REALLY close during my high school years. I am slowly, but surely, turning into her, more and more everyday. We are still pretty different, but she has become one of my great friends. But she's not like one of those moms whos doesn't discipline their children b/c they want to be "cool". She'll still crack that whip, but she just really hasn't had to in the last few years. But yeah, I think I'll have a little homesickness. I'm gonna miss my sister a lot! OH man, she's definitely one of my best friends, and not having her around will be really hard to adjust to. But i really think once i get past those changes and get out of my homesickness, I will be having a blast! OH yeah, im also a little nervous about swimming there too. I'm not really worried that their program will be harder b/c our high school and club teams run some reallllly tough practices, but i'm just kinda sad that I won't be with the team I always swam for. I'm gonna miss Michelle sooo much. It's just not going to be the same. I'm sure it will be amazing in it's own way, but I've just been looking back on my last 2 years in swimming, and man...i'm gonna miss high school swimming. And also, I'm kinda getting separation anxiety about leaving my coach. I've only been swimming for him for a year now, but i am so attached to him. We clicked really well from the get go, and he knows im a hard worker and he has just made me soooo much better. I'm babbling now, so i'll stop, but...those are the things that have been on my mind. Those are my concerns really about goign to school. Oh yeah, and im not looking forward to the work being a lot harder, which im sure it will be. :-( Oh well, gotta adjust I guess.

Well, I'll shut up now...finally. :-) Love you all and God bless!

<3
Sabrina